Life sucks
And then you die.
I’ve always firmly believed this. And I continue to firmly believe this.
I will believe it till I die. lol
I also believe that life gives you cookies, kicks you in the shins, and then takes the cookies back.
But look at this sunset from opening day at Christkindl
I accept this small moment of joy, amidst the sea of misery.
The therapist says that to change things, to change my mind frame, I need to make time every day to find things I am grateful for. it doesn’t have to be something fancy, it can be tiny and basic. It can be one simple thing. But I need to do it, every day, practice practice practice. Even if it feels forced or fake or silly or dumb. To just keep doing it.
IT IS VERY HARD.
But ok. I will try.
So that is my gratitude for today. The sunset from civic center park at Christkindl.