6:02
pm, Eastern Standard Time
I'd
like to thank Mr. Succa for making loafe.com better than it possibly
deserves. I tried to get him to update again for me but he just
wouldn't do it. something about him having a life and work and his
own site and blah blah crappy crap.
so for a vacation I didn't get much relaxing. It was pretty much
stressful the entire time. I am sick of talking about it and thinking
about it, but it's still affecting me and I'm still sad and things
just kept going wrong and nothing is ever just okay. ARGH.
anyway,
I'm home now. back in boston. one thing I learned while away: I'm
where I belong. at least for now.
it
is so hot in my room. like I did in Arizona, I just keep walking
around singing "excuse me while I burst into flames".
Incubus was talking about my room or Arizona when they wrote that
song, I just know it.
I
am so tired. and hot. JESUS. I think I can bake cookies in here.
just slap some dough on the shelf and then I have warm soft cookies.
I
wish I could rewind back to May 10th and start over again.
bye
bye Paul.
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