April 11
Who do you want to be?

I dote on myself, there is that lot of me and all so luscious. -Walt Whitman

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news update:

I finished my sea turtle paper at 2:30 this afternoon, a full forty minutes before I even had to leave.


 

8:46pm

The pressure of having to write my ten page paper for my environmental science class had been looming over me all weekend. But now it's all done and over (see news update).

I need something more exciting here on loafe. I mean, yes my sweet beautiful text is pure sex, but well, I want something more.

I've started making lists again. I used to be obsessed with them a few years ago, making lists for everything. EVERYTHING. I'm not even kidding. And I never told anyone about them. I had them hidden in my notebooks and journals, lists of just stuff, what I ate, what I wanted to eat, where I went, books I'd read, my favorite animals, things I wanted to own, my top ten/twenty/one hundred albums of all time, best TV shows, things that annoyed me, jobs I wanted to work, just so much stuff. It got to be a little weird and I was sort of quite embarrassed by them all, so I kept them to myself. Oh also, around that same time, I started collecting receipts. And not even my own. I remember when I'd visit my sister and how happy it made me because she'd have these huge long receipts from her grocery shopping. Those were my favorite. I'd keep them all in this little box and just pull them out and read them whenever I needed some calm.

Fuck. I'm a weirdo.

Anyway, what was I saying? Oh yes, I've started making lists again. A few of them. Nothing out of control. Just small little lists. I think it might be because of loafe. It has me in list-making mode. I don't know.

OH! Christian popped my last loafe entry through umm...askjesus or something and this is what it came out with. ha ha. very funny.

I just finished my laundry. nice clean clothes. mmmm. so good. Although really...$1.50 to wash and a $1.50 to dry is quite absurd.

loafe.com is not a weblog. nor is it a diary. why don't you tell me what it is? please. please. write me. please.

ooooh. I'm watching the matrix and the best part is about to happen. oooh ooh ooh! I go now.

 

lists are supersexyfly. I've been using that a lot lately, supersexy. so like, if I wanted to say something was cool, I'd say "that is supersexycool" or "you are supersexyswell" or "supersexyhip". you get the idea.

For every list, there is an anti-list. I actually don't know what that means.
but who really cares? exactly.

things I find sexy on men:
-wrists
-feet
-hands
-shaved/bald heads or really short hair
-back of the neck
-adam's apples
-jeans that rest on the hips
-boxer shorts
-clean fingernails
-goatees and stubble
-dark eyes
-dark hair
-glasses
-bruises, bumps and scrapes

These are all physical qualities, obviously.

 

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